silent all these years

2004-10-06T01:12:00.000-07:00

2004-09-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

i will not get distracted anymore.
i will mug.
i will study geog and mapwork.
i will not come on e net anymore till two wks ltr.
i will concentrate.
i must concentrate.
i will do balancing equations.
i will do maths.
exams are NXT WK and im still here.help.
eng letter formats.shucks.
geog geog geog geog geog!
i will study.
i will not come on net just to look at takashi's pic.
no matter how tempting it is.
art!
home ed!
chin!
math!
sci!
GEOG!
eng!
lit!
god.
its for real this time.
HIATUS

2004-09-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

hiatus my foot.
im into takashi sorimachi now.hes yummy. :)
to clsmates:
gd luck for all exams!we can do it!
to huiming:
thanx dear! u rock.im not tat angry now. :)
to simin:
simin! gd luck for eoys!and im glad im mugging too.haha.lame!
to chui:
chui,we WILL GO CRAZY TOGETHER AFTER EOYS!!i love punker!gd luck too!

2004-09-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

looks like its my turn.
hiatus
yeahness.im gonna mug and mug and mug till i puke.

2004-09-24T07:37:00.000-07:00

saying things out is supp to help make u feel better but somehow its not working for me.i just feel like crying even more.fag lah.

2004-09-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

U ARE SUCH A FREAK U SUCK U CRAMP MY STYLE U ARE AN IDIOT U ARE DAMN ACT CUTE U ARE IRRITATING ME U MAKE ME PISSED U MAKE ME USE LAUGHTER AS A MEDICINE WHICH IVE BEEN TRYING TO OVERDOSE ON THESE PAST FEW WEEKS U HAVE HORRIBLE FUCKINGLY MOOD SWINGS U MADE ME TAKE U AS A FRIEND THEN U BECAME A STONE.WHAT E HELL DO U WANT ME TO DO?????WHAT CAN I DO.IM ANGRY AND YET I FEEL LIKE CRYING.WHY WHAT HOW WHEN BLAH BLAH BLAH.

2004-09-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

just spoiling my enjoyment during class.stupid ple who have changed ALOT.sometimes i think i hate u but other times i feel sad.oxymoronic arh.they say hate is e opp of love.oh,and i promised myself not to say wateva anymore.its a stupid word used by certain stupid ple in class.

2004-09-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

seriously,wats e problem wid u? hello,do u think ure soooo great and blah blah all this shit?wah,u think im like a spare tyre, u want then u take,don want just chuck it away isit?wonderful!if u think im dislikable and all those shit,wat bout urself?why don u think if ure are likable first before critisizing others?u just noe how to act cute,talk cute and just be plain _____. i dunno what ure thinking bout.think ure popular blah blah blah then u can treat ple like dirt isit?hello,URE DIRT URSELF.i want to scold u in e www to show tat ur dirt too.disliking u more and more each day.irritating hypocrite who only knows how to dislike ple and doesnt look at herself in e mirror first.U SUCK.wash my hands off u.yuckkkk.dirty piece of shit.

2004-09-21T20:06:00.000-07:00

i feel quite irritated with two ple now.haiz.things tat were so fun now become jiang ju alr.walao eh.
LES CHORISTES ROCKKKKKKKKK!
god its like so damn nice lah.touching for gods knows why,i felt like crying while watching it. JEAN-BAPTISTE MAUNIER IS FREAKING HANDSOME KK.and he sings ohmygodieassholey well.im infatuated. (: i like this kinda guys. o.0 and pepinot is so cute!his lips are crooked and when he pouts,omg its so damn cute lah.his double eyelids.whoosh.nice. :p haha great show,great songs,great voices,great pitching,great characters!oh man.IM GOING TO HAVE E SOUNDTRACK BY HOOK OR BY CROOK SO THERE.oops im going crazy!

ALTHEO!
ah u snatched everything i've got to say la. haha. me gen n u reli crazy over the guys mentioned above! remember, jean-baptiste maunier has "the face of an angel, the spawn of a davil"! :D love that quote! lol. ah i want maxence perrin as my litle brother i want to squeeze his cute lil cheeks!!! ((: i want the sountrack REAL BAD too! lol. plz let on of the cd shops bring in!!! ok haha so weird sitting beside u while i type this...
-sonia aka banana beanie (:

2004-09-18T17:41:00.000-07:00

i juz wish i can wring imagestation by its neck.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIO!

2004-09-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

i love chui and simin. :))
i love gen,sonio and jol. :)))
i love mok,vince,ade and wanj. :))))
hahahahahahhaha. :)

2004-09-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

i sincerely don want to go for tat stupid dance cip thingy on mon.
somone teach me how to get sick quickly.
cause i hav a feelin tat cassandra will be ponning.
then i'll be e onli one frm 2u.
and i hav a feelin tat SHE might be going.
why m i such a coward.
tats a rectorical qs anw.
why e hell did i agree in e first place.
stupid.
i donnnnnnnnn wanna go!
maybe i shld jus ~~pon~~.

2004-09-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

im b o r e d.

2004-09-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

love me,tats all i ask of you
im currently addicted to sarah brightman.her voice rocks man.high high e.reminds me of a certain someone who boasts tat she can reach high HIGH a.oh sure she can.like real.who can reach?if hav,it'd be sarah brightman and not u can.
im happy today!chui's hug,yien and chrys bimbotic hellos cheered me up.so was feeling hyper during eng and common test.laughed like crazy with rowmates!jaggy,aaggy,saggy [:D] and zaggy!sonio doesn like her nick. :) haha.saggy banana.oops.sounds obsence.
im not going to let u pull m e down.so there.

2004-09-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

taking advantage of my time ol before another ban. :(
i like e baby pic on my gbk. :)
feel like uploading pics up now.

2004-09-12T03:12:00.000-07:00

i like pink against black. :D which means i like my layout.and this shows im being bhb.wateva.
s h i m m e r y
i like this word suddenly.shimmery eyeshadow,shimmery curtains,shimmery here,shimmery there. :)
it sounds so bimbotic.

2004-09-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

Under a lover's sky
I'm Gonna be with you
And no one's gonna be around
If you think that you won't fall
We'll just wait until
Till the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight, starlight
There's a magical feeling so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

There's no escape from love
Once a gentle breeze
Sweeps its spell upon your heart
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
Till you're in my arms

Underneath the starlight, starlight
We'll be lost in the rhythm so right
Fell it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you can't
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it, (no)
No matter what you do (no matter what you do)
The night is gonna get to you
Don't try you're never gonna win oh

Underneath the starlight, starlight
There's a magical feeling so right
It will steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist (you can try)
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you (you know that you can't)
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark (deep in the dark)
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it

You can try to resist (you can try to resist my kiss)
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, (don't you know that you can't)
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark,
You'll surrender your heart (surrender your heart)
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart.

2004-09-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

im irritated by signmygbk and tagboards and my aching shoulder.and blogger.hrmph.

2004-09-12T02:26:00.000-07:00

now im pissed with signmygbk.reliable server my ass.want to sign in to my acc also cannot.wats wrong wid u seriously.

2004-09-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

tagboards are really screwed.

2004-09-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

big soft cushions frm ikea
im so happy! :))
picket and rail's beds are nicee.im gettin a new bed!with shimmery curtains!and e quilt cost onli twenty smth bucks.i cant wait for dec hols!!!then me and my siss can start!just cant wait.everyth beta turn out nice.yeps.

sonia: ur taggie disappeared on me!hrmph.get a gbk then i can flood it!haha i read ur lonnng entry onli half way,got lost.err.and its NOT scary not being able to see ur name on my gbk there.sch starts tom. :/ seeya soon! :)

2004-09-08T23:55:00.000-07:00

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here
Nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here
With you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk to summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe
No one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you
Always beside me
To hold me and to hide me

Then say you'll share with me one love,
One lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you want me
And you need me
Beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
That's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with me one love
One lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,
Each night, each morning
Say you love me
You know I do
Love me, that's all I ask you
Love me, that's all I ask of you

2004-09-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

i must wait for the new light
and i mustnt give in;
blogging in e morn has no inspiration at all.my brain is currently dead and i cant seem to think of anything else except song lyrics.ple slp in late in e hols but im e only weird person who wakes up at 7.50 am and com online cause this's e onli time i can com.and i dunno why i like changing my layout so much unitl im quite sick of it.e whole house is so quiet now and e room is so dark and i didn noe leheng's layout pic is a pair of shoes i thought it was a pair of ghouls and i like reading gens blog cause shes so cynical and it makes me burst out laughing at 8.15 am in e morning and i like beatrice's layout pic and huiwen's layout color.now here im ranting on and on and i cant stop it cause my brain's dead and i jus feel like going on and on and on and on and i think im going crazy typing like wanj's style with no punctuation for e last three lines and why am i thinking of all this cause my brain's dead and i dunno why i like repeating tat sentence.its like nine am now and i bet alot of ple are still slpin while ive been awake like 1 hr alr and i don noe whats there to eat at home theres nothing actually and i don feel like goin to econ to buy breakfast.ciao.my brains not really dead actually.err.

2004-09-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

a note to gen ang:

gen angian! do u noe ur gbk AND tagboard oopsed me like 5 times yest?! now ive gotta retype everyth.ur irritating bro is really faggish yeah.its like sooo totally unfair to u!don let him pull u down.kks i love gen OCEAN loads (haha more than u love me)and happy thur! (:

2004-09-07T20:58:00.000-07:00

I hope you don't mind,
I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

2004-09-07T20:54:00.000-07:00

my sis really can slp.
when i woke up,she was still slpin.
go compass pt and buy breakfast,still slpin.
com back,slpin.
eat breakfast,still spling.
listen to sarah brightman(entire track),still slpin.
fell aslp on e sofa,shes STILL slping.
woke up and watched sec disc of teenage drama queen,still slping.
banged on piano,shes still slping.
mom,aunt called,still slping.
now shes got muscle ache frm slping too much.haha.

2004-09-07T02:15:00.000-07:00

whoosh.im tired.
cooking one pie is much more work than one wld realise.i spent 1 hr gettin ready e ingredients. :/ tiring.and e crust tastes too salty?too much butter.was so pissed wid e dough.roll and roll keep gettin stuck on e board.wateva la.i cant follow instructions well.nearly got e whole thing bad.and im scared e grease-proof paper or wateva will juz burst into flame in e oven.hope it all goes well.
my sis's cookin dinner now.tou kwa!tou kwa rocks!err.shes a beta cook than im.ok,correction:shes not.she overcooked one whole big buncha vege to juz one small pathetic limp pile in e wok.oops.
todae played netball wid sis,her fren,manda and sonio!quite pathetic,2 against 3.after played volleyball.then hide and seek then pepsi cola.hot and sweaty.but fun!
kk,eric khor smsed me frm out of nowhere.surprised.had a nice time chatting via sms?hmm.

2004-09-05T17:25:00.000-07:00

im finally here.
sat was fun!went out wid family.bought this 58 bucks pendant frm simont.art in glass.so damn nice can.colors everywhere. :) went walk walk.ate at eastern restaurant.didn manage to eat e la mian.i wanna try la-ing too,like blutack like tat.haha i'll make e softest noodles in town!err.get food poisoning.e chilli there's gd.kk i cant rem wat we did but i bought alot of things!seriously splurged.my dad was e biggest splurger.god.but its nice.
sun was quite boring.played monopoly wid sis and mom.haha e last game i had over one hundred thousand worth in property and dough.so fun!only managed to study one subj. :( eoys is nearing damn soon la.
going sch ltr.physics remedial.shld i go?i don feel like goin.and still got home ed somemore.project sux.

2004-09-05T17:23:00.000-07:00

friends for life
I don't have to say
A word to you
You seem to know
Whatever mood
I'm going through
Feels as though
I've known you forever

José
You
Can look into my eyes and see
The way I feel
And how
The world is treating me
Maybe I have known you forever

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

Sarah
We share memories
I won't forget
And we'll share more,
My friend,
We haven't started yet
Something happens
When we're together

José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye
I'm alive when we are together

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye

both
I'm alive when we are together

Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre
Amigos para siempre

2004-09-02T00:02:00.000-07:00

hoho sonio is at my hse now! i rock while sonio stones.(sonia says ooi!)haha juz did e convo thingy for chines.his gf and him veri mushy convo. :s so funny!sonio is super lame!told her she can qualify for LAME society alr.but shes alr e PRESIDENT of muqiao,the DAtou.no wonder shes lame.and mad.(sonio says oEi..!!)haha juz read e MUQIAO association thingy.haha so funny!motto:we drive ple mad yes we do. :D

2004-09-01T02:26:00.000-07:00

ha.changed my layout again.duno why i like changing layouts so much.

2004-09-01T01:17:00.000-07:00

how wonderful life is,now you're in this world
i hav wonderful ple in my life. (: love u all.

2004-09-01T01:05:00.001-07:00

i did chem revision! (: but e questions are easy,then exam those difficult ones i'll not know how to do it. :(
its faggin boring now.but still got proje to do.home ed and chinese.sonio comin my hse tom!to do chin.jol is uncontactable.home ed juz suucks without e cooking.so boring.
i ate 4 bananas in one dae.gonna hav a date wid e toilet bowl ltr on. :D banana song!ringdingdingding banana phone!dingdongdingdong banana phone!tat banana guy shld change called cucumber man instead.
my enzema's actin up again.cant seem to stop scratchin it. :/
im so bored now i might juz go and change e layout of my tagboard template.

2004-09-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

2004-08-30T21:44:00.000-07:00

im so faggin bored.
teachers day celebration todae.sang somewhere out there wid sec4s and ye lai xiang by ourselves.too soft.ple cld onli hear e mikes voices.sad.realise how much i miss e sec4s. :( haha grace's addicted to e banana song.chui and i were singin it to her. :) cute song.
its so borin now.they might as well let us hav half day off since nth is on.theres choir ltr on.last prac b4 exams?i damn scared for exams. :/ ha now in lib rottin and typin this.hopefully theres no clemy in class now.shld hav prepared prez for csm and foo.nice teachers.oh well too bad.
i shall be motivated to study study and study.i even hav a timetable now.i have to do it!!!!!
I'm a survivor
I'm not gon give up
I'm not gon stop
I'm gon work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'

2004-08-30T20:38:00.000-07:00

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
my ppr's percentage..
it sux like hell.arh.
not gonna touch e comp except in sch.studyyyy!!!!
i must do it.its horrible failin so many tests.

2004-08-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

i'll never go to an open-air concert again.
zpop was quite horrible.didn really enjoy myself.so many faggin ple.squash like shit.stood for like 5 hrs straight?sweatin like a pig.and somemore i didn hav any idols there to support?went there juz to listen to e songs.tat was e onli nice part.haha got one he yao shan fan cried cause ple were throwing lightstix at e balloons e fans were holding for sun and in e direction of e stage when she was singin.sucha loyal fan.but its so lame,cryin juz for this.overemotional.haha me and janice also got throw. :D jan's aim is gd.competed wid her see who can cheer longer.i onli won her once.lan.reached home at eleven-smth.watched mo zok tong.why must he die!!!sad ending.its supposed to be a comedy can.lalala im digressing.
shit.eoys is in 5 WKS TIME.

2004-08-29T03:28:00.000-07:00

im a fickle person.
or rather,i get sick of old things vvery quickly.
too quickly actually.
sometimes i wish i weren like tat.
then i'll learn to appreciate things more.
but i like my current layout! :D

2004-08-27T21:04:00.001-07:00

You think I'm an ignorant savage,
and you've been so many places,
I guess it must be so, but still I cannot see,
How the savage one is me,
How can there be so much that you don't know,
You don't know,

You think you own whatever land you land on,
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim,
But I know every rock, and tree and creature,
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name,

You think the only people who are people,
Are the people who look and think like you,
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger,
You learn things you never knew, you never knew,

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon?
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest,
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth,
Come roll in all the riches all around you,
And for once, never wonder what they're worth,

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers,
The heron and the otter are my friends,
And we are all connected to each other,
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends,

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know,
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon,
whether we are white or copper-skinned,
Can you can sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?

You can own the Earth and still,
All you'll own is earth until,
You can paint ,with all the colours of the wind...

2004-08-27T21:04:00.000-07:00

2004-08-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

i feel satisfied. (:
going duno wat zpod thingy tom.sorta got forced by mom and sis?but janice and cf goin,so i might meet them there!am gonna ask jan can go wid them ornot cause sis got her own grp of frens.
math test time was too short.walao.no comments.
i like fanfare!sucha a nice song.ple think im mad to like it.chords r nice.mus blast then can hear urself then won go off.and we r left 4 incomplete mths to practise six songs and choose 3 songs and then go into details.how com everytime everything all got no time one arh.sucky.
i feel ultra sticky.
yucks.

2004-08-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

hahaha.i feel veri accomplish-y now.bcause i juz drew 6 faggin graphs!i like e last one,its so mathematic-y.i kinda like drawin graphs. :D
met a gd samaritan todae.shes so nice,shared her umbrella wid me!very coincidence loh,she lives at blk 218 my aunts is 219.so we were chattin along e way.damn nice and kind!was quite touched?and surprised tat a stranger wld juz like com up and ask wanna share umbrella or not.nice woman. :)

2004-08-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

iwillnotbejealousiwillnotbejealousiwillnotbejealousiwillnotbejealousIWILLNOTBEJEALOUSiwillnotbejealous.iwillnotbejealousiwillnotbejealousiwillnotbejealousishallnotbejealous.
for everyths thru my own fault.i shall stop bein so child and narrow-minded and i shall stop thinkin bout unhappy things of e past and appreciate e present and don giv a fag bout other things else.i shall stop thinking too much and bein jealous.there,ive purged my soul.hopefully.
smilessmilessmilessmilessmilessmilessmiles.
(:
no stupid green eye monster.

2004-08-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

li jia wei lost.but im not tat disappointed?tat korean woman LOVES to shriek.horrible sound.she sounds like a banshee.haha even e commentators said tat too.hahahaha.my sis was imitatin her.ha bet she wanted to distract lijiawei.tsk tsk,use such a underhanded cum ear-splittin method to do tat.kk wateva.
i finally went thru my physics notes,now not tat lost alr.sin i/sin r and all tat faggishness.but i don tink i'll be able to draw e diagrams.shit shit shit.am gonna try drawin them ltr. :/
my sis got her actual oral tom!GD LUCK TO ALL SEC4S OUT THERE ESP MY SENIORS!! ((: go for it!!add oil!kk tats lame.jia you everyone.

2004-08-22T01:47:00.000-07:00

charm me asleep
charm me aslp
and melt me so
wid thy delicious numbers
that being ravished
hence i go away on easy slumbers
ease my sick head
and make my bed
thou power tat cans't sever
frm me this ill
and quickly still
though thou not kill my fever
fall on me like
the silent dew
or like those maiden showers
which by e peep of day do strew
a baptim over e flowers
melt melt my pains
with thy soft strains
that having ease me given
with full delight
i leave this light
and take my flight for heaven
such a sad song.and its a folk song.thot it was written like a funeral song like tat.

2004-08-20T21:18:00.000-07:00

you may be out of my sight
but not out of my heart
you may be out of my reach
but not out of my mind
i may mean nothing to you
but you will always be special to me
i wana tell the followin ple:
beatrice
siewhua
amanda onggie
kexin
huiming
that i love you all.even though my actions are not.

2004-08-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

olympic gym is so damn nice!but e final results are so wat loh.natalia chernova SHLD GET FIRST!stupid judges r blind.they were bribed,e trampoline was bribed,everyone was bribed!hahaha,i can be sued for slander.am gona stay up to watch atheletics at 0130.wid mum.hopefully she doesnt fall asleep.
chinese test was _____. walao nxt time csm tok in class must listen alr,she was givin prac everyth she was teachin?!oh my godieasshole.lucky i was listenin on wed.wat dao li thingy.and physics.on tue.haha mus secretly study alr.and i got a gbk!e vibe was be passin.

2004-08-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

art is sucky.got caught by christina tan todae for not sewn belt.sat at e bench there for like 45 min havin 'extra sewin lesson'?!haha and i finally noe how to sew e hook thingy.toopid.tore e belt off again.knew it tat i wld get caught todae.hrmph.had choir!haha so fun.thanx cheryl sim for e cup! (: haha ms lim was givin us eng oral lessons.so funny.and she said e sec2s sound veri nice! (: gave us olympic score,9.725 or smth.so funny.BUT i still sound airy,esp at e high notes which i cldn reach without eckin it out. :( ah fag.haha and ser finally gave me my 2 wks overdue letterr.oh yes then came e funny part.stayed back wid janice to pei us cause cf was 'stalkin' her.went walkin arnd sch to try to hide?haha then when we were at e track there,cf called out her name!we 2 ran like crazy can to e gym toilet.sat there and hide like 2 thieves like tat.so funny,we were damn scared can tat cf wld see us and ask why we ran.so we came outa e toilet and we were peepin everywhere to see if cf was there?ran to chopin rm to hide.then went canteen.and juz when we thought we were safe,there she popped out again at e concourse!gave us a fright can.hide so much also no use.haha so we were like 'stuck' wid her.then she went canteen and we went to hide again!at e upper concourse.haha we were crawlin arnd. :( haha said we went toilet again.haha then janice went off first.act. cf veri cum,overheard her fren sayin bad things of her.kk then i went for piano class.haha my teachers learnin guiter!guiter is fun.yep.oh yes,HAPPY BDAE ME DEAREST SISTA! ((:

2004-08-18T04:57:00.000-07:00

walao art gotta pass up tom.3 color,a few lines and shade drawings.shit.and i hate taf.walao now i drag e pe leaders to waste their recess time too.sory!and thanx xingjie for playin badminton wid me todae! (: a pity cannot cheat sessions.hrmph.i need to b uck up seriously alr.i don wana keep gettin sucky results.shitty.haiz.but its so godamn borin.

2004-08-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I can see the first leaf falling

It's all yellow and nice

It's so very cold outside

Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

Outside it's now raining

And tears are falling from my eyes

Why did it have to happen

Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire

But when I open my eyes

You're gone...

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do do feel that

I do do will miss you much

Miss you much...

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

It's not a big big thing if you leave me

But I do feel I will miss you much

Miss you much...

2004-08-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

todae basically sucked.except home ec.felt so arhh and pfft before home ec.so sucky.went home ec late got scolded while i was juz standin there stoning.home ec got this project thingy.shld be fun cookin e food!chicken stew. (: haha went library and me and honeydew took this huge pile of bks to our table,but almost all were useless.we were droolin over e pics. :) haha,so hungry we were. - -'' lessons were eck.choir ltr on.bad mood came back on me.had to teach e section wid chrys.so stupid.i feel pathetic.me and chrys had to repeat quite alot of times cause quite diff to catch e tune.everyone was bored.so its like ur talkin and tryin to teach and u can see ple slpin like e beloved.now i noe how e sls feel when ple don respond to them.pfft.after tat jiaming and lou took over.guess we didn do such a gd job.oh wells.went back to sit.tat toopid e beloved THANKED ME FOR GIVIN THEM A TIME TO SLP.what e fag.u wana insult also don need so roundabout right?fig fag fuck her.i love chui!and chaneline!yep,thanx for givin me encouragement.and then when jiaming was teachin,guess wat e beloved was doing.she was SLEEPING!walao must show support mah,juz guang ming zheng da de sui jiao!wat e freaky asshole.hrmph.

2004-08-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

if your heart's not in it
im missing you
girl even though ure right here beside me
but lately it seems
the distance between us
is growin too wide
im so afraid tat ure sayin its over
its e last thing i wanna hear
if ur hearts not in it for real
pls don try to fake what you dont feel
if loves already gone
its not fair to lead me on
cos i'll give e whole world for you
anything u ask me i'll do
but i won ask u to stay
i'll rather walk away
if ur hearts not in it
u sae tat u love me but baby somtimes ur juz sayin e words
you got smth to tell me
don keep it inside
let it be heard
im so afraid tat ur sayin its over
but girl i'll make it easy for you
(how i wish i cld take us back in time,
but its gone too far
now it cant rewind
theres nothing i can do[gd enuf for you]
cant make u change ur mind..)

2004-08-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

i'll cry juz 10 times then i'll stop
and ive cried for like 9 times alr.
how do i live
How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
And I,
I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

Bridge:
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything
Good in my life
And tell me now

Chorus:
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
Oh how do I live

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I
Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you

Bridge:
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Real in my life
And tell me now

Chorus:
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do i breathe without
If you ever go
How do ever, ever survive
How do I
Oh how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

Bridge:
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
I need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything
Goodl in my life
And tell me now

(Chorus)

ur shld noe wat im tinkin now.sigh.sadd.

2004-08-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

haha theres no freakin lit test todae.assembly was loooonng.so many trophies.crapped wid sam.haha went back class.pc was over.went 4u to giv beatrice her second farewell letter.haha clemy asked us why we were goin arnd sch which we didnt but nvm.had geog,got geog test back.quite ok wid e marks.jol was bein funny.haha readin tingxie under e desk.wanted to stone.sci was stifling,tat imran didn wana on e fan,and he was sweatin like xiao can. - -''' me and sam crapped again.haha imrans plan to stop e class tokin isn working.physics suckkkkks.refraction sux.read tingxie for e whole of recess.tingxie still sux.csm was readin so freakin fast.laughed myself silly durin lit lesson.sonio was being indian-y.haha elephant god sux and he likes urine! (: laughed till got stomach ache can and sonio still came and tickle me.fell off e chair laughing.haha cant stop laughing.wow juz realised i haven blog for so long in a long time.feels weird.

2004-08-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

sec4 farewell was yest.haiz.afternoon was so so.but e fun was at night!tink we performed well. :) ya,thanz cclmmhq for comin up wid e medly!don noe if i spell right ornot.looks wrong.i love e candle part!the heart DOES go on.heart ple:we rock! :)haha,e heart shap candles survived!so happy,cause its like e most impt msg? :) ya,then gave prez to e seniors!hope u all like it!took photos! i love you all,sec4s!esp e alto2 seniors! :))

2004-08-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

candle on the water
i'll be your candle on e water
my love for u will always burn
i noe ur lost
and drifting
but e clouds r liftin
don giv up
u hav somwhere to turn
i'll be ur candle on e water
till every wave is warm and bright
my soul is there
beside u
let this candle guide you
soon youll see a golden stream of light
a cold and friendless tide has found you
don let this stormy darkness pull u down
i'll paint a ray of hope arnd you
circling in e air
lighted by a prayer
i'll be ur candle on e water
this flame inside of me will grow
keep holdin on
u'll make it
heres my hand
so take it
look for me
reaching out to show
as sure as river flows
i'll never let u go
never let you go
i'll be ur candle on e water

all e choir songs r so damn nice.tink im fallin in luv wid them again. :)

2004-08-11T06:36:00.000-07:00

haha,spore idol is damn fuuny.e judges are damn toxic can.but many contestants really cannot lah.i bet my seniors can sing much better than many of them?but those who got in are quite nice.jia you all contestants!

2004-08-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

hahaha.its REALLY gastric flu.and so i cldn sleep e whole night yest until like 4 smth i go and vomit then can sleep. :( really horrible feeling.so didn go sch todae!missed morn jog,math and chin!lucky,cause i din do hw.haha,went aunts hse slept for like 3 hrs then went sch durin recess to give gen her things.thanx gen for lendin me e fabric and acrylic paint!went back and see doc.then slept like for 5 hrs straight?slepp until like pig like tat.then my whole back was damn suan cause sleep too long.lols.and il not be goin sch tom either.mus ask gen to teach me e grad day perf.shucks.haven complete e grad prez yet!shitty.alot of tinks to do.haiz,really miss e sec4s.

2004-08-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

am tryin to be guai now,rushin my chin hw.-gags-
watched e village todae!e plot is SUPER anti-climax can,sae everything is a story made up by the elders.so weird.and like e forest part is e onli scary part?haha,tats where me,sonio and ps screamed like shit.damn funny,after scream,laugh.lols.haha,then went to buy e exchange prez for choir!lols,me and sonio had a great time choosin one pattern!haha,e senior/junior whos gonna get it will get a shock!haha,and it suits our theme too! lols.
todae seems to be vomit dae.first,my beloved sis vomited on me in e mrt station!lucky not so much,but its disgustin seeing part digested chawanmushi on ur hand. :/ maybe tat also caused me to puke juz now. :/ eww.retched damn loud until dad woke up?lols.hope its not gastric flu.

2004-08-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Oh Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Ooh yeah,

Verse 1
Its over and done, but the heartache lives on inside (yeah yeah)
And who is the one you're clinging to, instead of me
tonight.......

And where are you now?
Now that I need you
Tears on my pillow
Where ever you go go
I'll Cry me a river
That leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart

Chorus
Its just emotions, taking me over
caught up in sorrow, lost in the song
But if you don't come back, come home to me darling
Don't you know theres nobody left in this world to hold me tight
(Dont cha know)There's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight

Goodnight
Goodnight
Goodnight
Goognight

Verse 2
I'm there at your side, a part of all the things you are
But you have a part of someone else
You gotta go find your shining star

Repeat bridge
Repeat chorus
Repeat bridge
Repeat chorus

Goodnigh--
Igh--
Ight

2004-08-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

mom went germany juz now.hmm.
i feel extremely lazy now.no mood to do anything.like slug like tat.
kk.farewell in like 1 wks time.do i hav time? -frowns-
think of happy things.
since its over,then so be it.i shall not becom pissed over it.no use raising my blood pressure.or maybe im sending out mixed signals.[?]
and i guess tat incident is too serious alr.guess i hav to move on.
lets give in to fate.

2004-08-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

kk.now im damn tired.calculated.hav been awake for 14 hrs.sch no lesson for us.slacked for a straight 3 hrs while others were studying.lols.so sad. :) yep.after sch went out wid gen and zara to buy e things for choir sec4s farewell.went amk central then ps.met sonio,eunice and xingjie.went spotlight.there u can juz like walk out of e store without payin for ur tinks and they wont notice loh.veri stupid.bought ribbon and one tink tat really suited our theme.lols.veri funny can.haha.then all 3 of us were broke.met sonio and ple again.went bk and bitched and toked for like 1 half hr.super fun.then everyone was like starin at us.felt paiseh so we went to e cinema there,sat on e floor and toked again.sonio and peeps left to watch movie.we 3 went window shopping.veri tired lah.went home.yawns.

siyun >>yepz.e other yun is my old fren caiyun.haha,ur use e same tagboard name. :)
yien >>u hav stm!short term memory.or do u qualify for ltm?long term memory.lols. :)
caiyun >>heh,nature is nice.rainbows are nice too. :)
huiming >>haha,cheongsum will be e WORST.indian i don noe.haha..

2004-08-05T06:05:00.000-07:00

alto 2 totally rocks man.
audits todae.lucky mine was short.alto 2!!!! :) yeah! i love you all,alto2ers!damn happy. :) and as expected,gill went sop and cherie too.bethia,yingxian and punker also went. :( i miss my punker loads!and u'll ALWAYS be a ALTO2ER.yes.
lingjing >>my darling junior! :) whoo!now we same section!! ilu.
yien >> lols.IT WILL BE STICKY PEE.tsk tsk,eat too much sweets. :)
huiming >> heh,e baju is nice,but i wear not nice.luvya!
siyun >>thanx siyun! (:
chrys >> lols chrys.i seriously needed luck can.my voice broke at b flat. :( omg loh.haha,but thanx! (:

2004-08-04T05:28:00.000-07:00

must wear baju kurung tom.i wana pon sch!but of course cant lah. :( and choir audits.hope i don malu myself.still got sore throat.
weird feelings.rahh.
stayed back in sch todae.didn do much.but e rap and e song is ok i tink.hope everything goes well tom.veri mah fan.
whoo!maybe fri go watch the village wid my fellow flasher,kueker!
history shall NOT repeat itself.

2004-08-02T02:38:00.000-07:00

i hope ur faith's enough.i dont want to disappoint you.

2004-08-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

things HAVE changed.everythings gettin so irritating.every single day.in schs worse.things are not fun anymore.same old routine.cramped sitting.depression to anger.pissy like hell.
sometimes i really hate you.
shes changed,ive changed,everyones changed.
i hate ple who tok behind my back bout me.and i hav a feelin shes been doin tat.go eat shit lah ur.

2004-07-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

was superbly angry todae.jol and sonia noe how crazy i was durin wangjians lesson.acc to sonia,i need anger management.was really angry.compressed feeling.jol also felt e same tink.compressed fire.
don noe why im somtimes angry wid her and yet somtimes not.argh.
sori gen! todae was really pissed.so i shouted at u.u were not my target.sori!
but im cool now.the fires banked at the moment.

2004-07-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

SNGS IS DOUBLE CHAMPS!!!
*grins like a mad dog.
cheered like crazy.was screamin and shoutin and goin crazy.got drenched.did e loser lamer hand thingy wid onggie bout__________and __________ .super funny.myra has a magnificent pair of lungs.our grp was like super enthu?but som frigging faggin sec 0nes who stood beside us like giving us the stupid whites of their eyes.like,wow!so beautiful arh,ur eyes.and only gays and lesbians wear purple bras and carry their fagging bags e whole time.its a time to be enthu kk.i'll gorge ur eyes out nxt time.u this stupid faggin no-resistance 'gu niang'.hope u catch TB frm somone and DIE,u stupid lil fagging bitch.get a life.
this yrs sec 1s are quite irritating.except for some.

2004-07-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

lets swallow flour again.
and turn back time.
to last time.
when everything was wonderful.
juz tat i didn appreciate it.

2004-07-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

its scary realising how much i love you.
jol and i set a record todae.we laughed for 15 min straight!until ramesh asked her to go in front and ask why we were luffin so much.lols.
choir without sec4s todae.i sound freakishly weak.and airy.and throaty.wtf.syf is like nxt yr.im so gona pull e whole section down.
lalalala.
i dont wana let go of you yet.

2004-07-26T02:31:00.000-07:00

dream a dream
When the night is still,
And the sea is calm,
Lonely shadow, you fall upon me.

Lay by my side,
Fear not tonight,
Lonely shadow, you'll find a new light.

Dream a dream
And see through angel's eyes
A place where we can fly away.

Ride with me upon a shining star,
Above the moonlit sky
We will find Elysium.

Hear the nightingale
Sing a lullaby
Lonely shadow, you'll find a new light.

Dawn will be kind,
All will be bright,
Lonely shadow, rise from the darkness.

Dream a dream, etc.

2004-07-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

its the heart that matters most
its supposed to be great.
now i juz realised how not great it is.
but for a few exceptions.
and i kept thinking bout it in class.
and i looked at her.
its like shes a stranger now.
it seems to be a pattern.
how all my close frens becom strangers.
to hav fun,real fun.
not juz a few laughs.
short-lived and forgotten.
i want you back.
i really want you all back.
to come back to me.
all my darlings.

and i really hope im not a sucker.
because i dont wana be like hd.
or lt.
or the beloved.

and i have a feeling something bad is gona happen again.it'll be e 4th time.

2004-07-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

i really hate squatting toilets
why?because i drped my new hp,which i got like for 6 daes into the stupid toilet!and guess wat?there was urine in it!!!!!!omg can.so malu!juz imagine wat i had to do to get the hp out.and it nearly got flushed away.had to go wash e entire hp and dry it!and now its spoilt.wow.record-breaking man.congratulate me.and now i feel so guilty because i never zipped my pocket and it drped out!and it taught me some tinks too.walao.this is really shi bai man,i cant even keep a new hp gd and proper for 1 month!so wow.fuck shit.

2004-07-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

sec4s step down pix are up.
and juz in case:IM NOT TRYING TO SHOW OFF.OR SHOWING OFF.OR WATEVA.
thankyou.

2004-07-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

my pitching sux.and there'll be audition nxt tue?wow,im like soo gona malu myself.
watched 'visitors'.supposed to b a horror movie.like wow,its a horror movie!it was soo totally NOT scary.onli screamed once.stupida shit.
lifes gettin tiring.i wonder how long i can stand it.feel shibai.and duno wat lah.juz wana sleep forever.maybe u can call it laziness.nothings bright anymore.
maybe i shld stop dwellin on sad things and focus on e ple arnd me.

2004-07-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

feel like dedicatin som words to som ple:
simin:i love you,senior!
nat:cheer up kks.maybe ur too sad or smth and juz cldn help feelin cold..
gen:u got e position! :)
zara:u rawk man!haha,we todae hugg like duno how many times?lols. :)
mok:patrick loves beatrice! :)
nicole:lollipop gerl loves you!
weixin:luvya,weixin!
cheryl l:luvya,cheryl! i'll develop e photo for u! :)
got e idea from simin. :)

2004-07-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

now i noe why shes been actin like tat recently.torn loyalties?hopefully,and not shes angry or smth.hope not anw.haiz.am i really so selfish?whi do i keep thinkin of myself onli and not others feelings?arhh!why am i like this.

2004-07-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

wats wrong wid wantin more memories.

2004-07-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

sec 4s step down todae.
oh my god.its damn sad.i cried?and quite badly too.i juz miss them so,although we'll still see each other in sch.
no more sec4s in choir.i seriously hope we can do it for nxt yrs syf.dependence.nooo!we must do it!we can do it!have faith.
stayed back after choir.sops had auditions.prac everyone shifted sections.nxt wks our turn.altos.wrote autograph for eileen and karen.and chaneline.then ltr went canteen wid simin and nat.nat was depressed.ohwells.i guess everyone was?slacked wid simin,siewying,yuqing,jan and geraldine.took photo!it was nice. :) then went down to albenz rm again.sec4s were out.took photos wid them!so funny!cheryls imitation of patricks voice in spongebob veri nice!and cute.haha.then they were like complimentin my cam and everytink and sayin e brands gd? :) veri funny.
why must only e ending be so nice?why m i so stupid?haiz.
anw,happy bdae,ms lim and yien! :) sally rawks. :)
sec4s rawkk.

2004-07-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

sec 1 orientation todae! it rawks!!! :)
and i love my juniors! :)
thanx too all e sec3s who made this dae possible!yep,e water games rawked.got throughly wet by yien.played wacko,in e end, for me at least ,became bucket-ko. - -''' i was e last person to be e wacko and yien juz poured e entire bucket over my head!wet till my bra was like soo obvious.then came e flour game.haha,gen,karen,serene and qingqing got a dose of my flour! :) karen's was e worst.then gen had to go wash her entire head and she was like complainin! :) hahas,sori gen. :) but it was totally fun!ate flour.it was disgusting.yeah!got my revenge!on yien.its snowin my dear! :) her whole shirt got e flour.yep.then went to bathe in my clothes.was soaking.horrible.and i didn brin any extra clothes.so im finally dry after like 2 hrs? pizza was nice.then went chopin and e sec4s sang e ice kachang song.i recorded it!nice!
rawk my pebbles.

2004-07-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

ok.changed seats todae.only xinhui left e row. :( but all of us moved to the front row! wat e.cant get used to e fan being in front instead of at e back.it feels weird.ha,and it was e first time jo copied notes.oops,am takin full advantage of e advanced blogger now.

yes!!and i got my new hp! :)) happy like don noe wat now. :) finally.and i had to lose my prev hp to get a new one.if not gotta wait like 1 yr?

math test tomm.shucks.hope im prepared for it.why e hell must they stuff algebra into us every single freakin dae?its not like veri useful like tat loh.all letters.yawns.

watched macbeth durin lit todae.abit e drama.esp e lady macbeth,wat "unsex me...change the mile in my womans breasts into gall.."we were sayin she and macbeth were sexually deprived,see each other then start to kiss. - -"' and she looks anorexic.

sec 1 orientation tom.hope its fun!

2004-07-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

df,bmsdlh;lsjgsd;lg;ldsgjl;sh
juz felt like givin my fingers som exercise.
im super duper bored of my life.
im sooooo freakin sick of clarine quek who tinks shes soooo chio.hahas.
stop flaunting urself.
and stop criticising me.i noe im not oh as perfect as u.wateva.
sdjghLKHGLKjlikgjklglk kjgss jgd
im so pissed.by everything.rahhs.
wateva.
btw,eldds perf was nice.

2004-07-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

som pissy junior is makin me feel veri irritated.stop actin like ur e senior and im e junior kk.so dao for wat.its not even dao loh.stop thinkin tat ur wave is like oh so precious and u only bestow it on some special selected few.like wtf.go learn frm som of ur frens who for ur infomation,is totally much much better than ur sucky attitude.gen was right,some juniors are juz shitt.like YOU.hav som respect.go stuff som humble pie down ur throat and i hope u choke on it.

2004-07-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

this is soooo sucky.

2004-07-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

Imagine me and you,
I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up (call you up)
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind (ease my mind)
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine (very fine)
So happy together

{Refrain}
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

{Refrain}

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It has to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba
Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o.
So happy together
O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o.
How is the weather
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
We're happy together
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)
So happy together...
(Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba Ba ba)

2004-07-15T01:07:00.000-07:00

hav been quite moody this days.im glad tat my suspicions were wrong.
arhh!ipw presentation tom!and sonia won be there and weiying might go off early.wat e,then left jeridyn and me onli to present.shucks.
oks,sec 4s are goin to leave nxt wk.im soo gonna cry.the time ive been dreadin is comin.i love you all sec 4s!!sighs.

2004-07-13T04:48:00.000-07:00

CHOIR AUDITION TODAE.and they called me like 10 min b4 my turn?!lucky i stayed to support e others.got e call and i was like huh?!me?althea?!completely utterly shocked ok.thanx to all those who were there! :) hugs to u all! :) yep.sls were FUNNY.and gen told me she was like sittin ramod straight in her interview and i was like slouchin and kiao-kahin?!oops.haha,sightsingin was a total failure.sang like 4 notes and kept restarting.like its completely contrary to wat i said wat sincerity and try my best and stuff.feel shi bai. :( sightreadin wasn any better.timing:wrong.notes:wrong.wat the loh.malu malu!arhh!haiz.ohwells.but had fun.yep.

2004-07-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

dogs are smart dogs are cute dogs are always licking my foot.
erms.
kks.bought e blusher!! :) yep.givin wid gen on mon. :) went out wid mum and siss.bought makeup! o.0 hahas.eyeshadow! :) nice siah.aqua and pink.yep.
quite happy now.cleared up smths in e last 2 daes.im glad.
juz went blogsurfing.wow,lots of sec 1 juniors.didn noe they hav blogs.som e names i don noe their faces. :p oops.erms.

2004-07-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

makeup rox!erms.
i love playin wid eyeshadow!
went j8 wid gen.oops,smth happened in macs.THE maluating incident.haha,went windowshopping.was lookin for blusher for *ahem*. :) as a belated bdae gift!! :) yep.found e correct one (i hope) in red earth.haha,b4 tat,went round playin wid makeup!my hand now still got e maybeline metallic lipstick marks.im goin to buy!! :) ruby red or smth.then went body shop.was like puttin practically every eyeshadow color on my hand.veri nice.went a lil crazy. :) was sorta maluatin myself?yep.
saw amanda huang.talked.asked her bout e interview.wow,they tested her wid sight singing.tats like so difficult?gd luck to allll who hav interviews!! :)) yep.

2004-07-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

lalala.im so sleepy.nites.

2004-07-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
nose, but thats ok. People love you because you
crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends!
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2004-07-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

guess im a total failure.
haiz.sec4s are leaving soon.am gonna miss them soo much.they rawk! :) must keep up e energy of choir.haiz.so sad.
yest and todae ij performance.took lots of photos! :) shit.im goin crazy.wateva.totally funny!choir rox!
boo.manda cant com my hse tom.and all because of...clemy!wow.like wtf.wah liao loh.one pathetic lil piece shit of paper and manda cant com my hse.wat e shit.rahhs.so pissed.damnit pissed.super pissed!!!!!told u im pissed.
this past wk alot of feelings.happy,sad,crazy,depressed,everything.oh ya,and i lost my hp.has.gettin a new one! :)
smths my family drives me up e wall.like totally.maybe im juz over sensitive.[?]
and i still love you,you and you.

2004-07-02T19:37:00.000-07:00

everything is juz so horrible now.

2004-06-30T03:26:00.000-07:00

im gettin quite bored of this.
hiatus is coming.
im still lovin you.

2004-06-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

haha,juz now whole of sengkang got lightout.so fun! - -''' lit candles and stuff.it was soo dark kk.yep.

2004-06-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

two shades of pink
omg!!!!e concert rawked my world!!!!we were much much better durin e actual performance than durin e rehearsals!!!like e actions were damn funny.was laughin e whole way through e chicken song after seeing e 'chickens' dancing.cldnt control.haha.damn funny.everyone got hyper after e first half.haha,e finale rawked too!!got encore leh. :) after e concert we were lyk screamin and cheerin and goin crazy?!yep.i was like huggin gen,simin,beatrice,huiyi,zara,siyun and chui yen.took photos,went home.
stnickswerawk

2004-06-27T21:19:00.000-07:00

hahas.now in sch.gen is postin an entry in my blog.ltr got concert!goin to vch ltr on.hahas,hope my throat can take it.stupid tests tom.bah.haven study yet and i'll only be home at like 11?!wat e shit lah.haha,todae we tricked e new geog teacher!shes damn lame,ask us to write wat we did in e hols,like who asks tat kinda questions now.so lame.gave onggie e necklace! :) italy chocolate rocks! :) todae veri slack,go off at like 10.45am?missed my frens.yep.

2004-06-27T21:16:00.000-07:00

hello! its me! gen! and you might be wondering: why the HELL is this crazed insane girl typing an entry on ALTHEA'S blog when she has one of her own?
(see below, link under "gen")
yupp. this is becuse we are currently in the school library and i couldnt remember my blogger password so i had to post an entry recording how absymally pissed i am that my rgs disk isn't formatted or some shit like that! arrgghh!!! so we cant do our science proj now, thereby WASTING VALUABLE TIME!!
acccck. + we also have many many tests tmr,
namely science (bio+chem) and home ec.
also known as the Subjects Gen Has Not Studied For. and apparently, althea too.
oh wow. we, like, so rock. *bimboism*
haha. i think althea is now posting an entry abt how her blog was invaded by the Gen Virus
OH YAYY!!! I RMBRED MY BLOG PASSWORD!!
so im now in!!! oh wow. ok. altheas blog has hereby been cleared of the deadly and non-stop talking Gen-virus.
~muacks everyone!
and remember: CAP ROCKS! (:

2004-06-27T02:49:00.000-07:00

bang bang,you are dead.
lols.wat m i tokin bout?tom is concert.excited yet abit scared.esp for e hen song.bringin lots of tinks to sch tom.haha,am gonna leave at recess!then go drama,prepare,then go vch.hms.until 10 or nine smth.cant rem.hope its a success!yep.wah,still hav hw.and 500 pgs of shuihuzhuan.dies.left like dunno how many hrs to do.shit.nvm.yeah!nxt wk goin marche.too bad im e one treating. :) cant wait to see my frens again.shucks.my troats tickling me.bad news.bah.

2004-06-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

hmms..was i wrong in assuming everytink was fine between them?are there really so many feuds between them?wow.dont noe.aiya,its none of my business anw.shall not probe anymore.